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Friday, January 29, 2010

Fall of the Hammer

Sometime late in my first quarter here at PUC, i attended a gathering.
This gather consisted of teenagers and alcohol.
As a semi-responsible person,
my actions at this party should not be as so incriminating as they are currently.
This Monday, February 1st, at 10:45, i will be called into a hearing to discuss my fate.
I'm just waiting for the axe to fall.
In the meantime, i decided to make the most of this bad situation and have a good time.
Went back to San Fransisco last night explored a bit, and saw Polysics live!
a super kickass time back in the city i love!!

well, lets all hope for the best in my current situation.
it looks bleak, regardless of the fact i did not partake that evening.

i'll post again once my fate is decided upon by a selection of mortals.

thanks for striving for a stasis,
it really kept things from being weird,

Michael Castellanos!

Thursday, January 21, 2010

New Blogs!

As of yesterday, i've founded two new blogs:
Do It Yourself For Fucks Sake (DIY Fucker)
a blog solely dedicated to DIY projects
(i've yet to add more than a welcome post, be patient!)
and my favorite
Cinema Thought Vomit
my blog with myself and multiple co-writers dedicated to ideas we all have for movies or short fun things we can film.

keep an eye out for those two!

on a personal note:
i'm still feeling really great.
life is quite groovy, albeit still tough.
i'm beginning to be worried it might be a brain problem.
i am losing track of memory, my perception of things has been quite 'off' lately.
keep me and my precious gray matter in your thoughts.

you are quite the friend,
regardless of your shit,

Michael Castellanos!

Friday, January 8, 2010

Whats this feeling?

Life feels super good right now.
i'm far away from the home i love.
my coolest friends are over 400 miles away from me.
i have almost no money.
i have no job.
i am at a creative standstill.
i am out of shape.
i broke my keyboard by spilling chocolate milk all over it.
i can't play the guitar at my side.
my hair is falling out.
i have homework to do.
i've lost the connection with the girl i fell in love with,
what we once had has died,
and i don't know if i could've done anything to stop it from happening.
attempts to make connections with other women have been in vain.

but i feel confidant, i have hope, i have music, and i feel really good.
i'm just not entirely sure why.
i'm not sure what i'm hoping for either.

has the line between how i should feel and how i want to feel
been so blurred i can't tell the difference anymore?

what is going on with this fantastic mood.
everything is just glorious right now.

Michael Castellanos?

Saturday, January 2, 2010

Reflections of 2009

Ladies and people, 2009 has come and gone.
lets all see what it has to show for itself after the jump!